coach me?

Last night I deposited eight buy ins on Stars for $.10/.25 NL. Eight buy ins is not nearly enough to feel comfortable with. I'm willing to deposit more, I just hope I don't have to. Anyway, things did not go so well last night, I lost 2.5 buy-ins in approximately 45 minutes. I don't think I played very well at all. I felt awkward and lost in spots that were probably not all that difficult to me last year around this time. Maybe it's rust, maybe I'm just not a very good player. After speaking with a friend of mine, I'm starting to think it's the latter. I call too much. I play the cards. Bad and very bad. At some point I stopped playing poker and just started playing the cards that were dealt to me. I need to get out of this habit ASAP. Last night I jumped right back into two tabling, pretty sure that was a mistake. I've decided to play one table only until I feel I'm crushing the game... it's been a while since I've felt like that. I'm not sure how long that will take, but I'm hoping that I have the discipline to follow through with that plan.
Blah. I don't feel very well this morning. I think I'm going to take a half day today. Hopefully I can get home and relax for a little bit and then hit the tables. I doubt I'll go out tonight, hopefully I can stay in and get in a few hundred hands while turning a profit. Time to get serious about my game, because it's borderline pathetic right now. Not acceptable.

That's all for now.